please don't take the above post as anything but anger towards the many dcotors that treated me like crap and told me i was crazy. Then i found my current rheumy. And got better, and got a job and because a PERSON again. I didn't leave the house for probably a year. I know I'm not alone in experiences like those and it makes me very scared to talk about how I am REALLY feeling to anyone outside of my loved ones, and this message board.

Marnie


~*~ my captive gaze inside your eyes ~*~