hi
sorry to hear things r so bad for u.
i know how u feel too! so much pain, the depression and the lack of proper sleep!
i have been goin thru the lack of sleep thing, and i am not saying that what i am doin is right one little bit, but i am now doubling up the meds before bed, cus they knock me out, just to get some sleep, but my pain levels r still high enough that despite this i am not gettin the proper depth of sleep. if only u could get some sleep that would help, have u consulted ur dr re review of ur pain meds?
do u take anything for depression? it could well be worth considering.
if its any cnsoltation i believe that only those that have experienced this truely excruiting AS pain really understand, the people around me just dont have a clue either.
i am right there with u, but i hope u r able to feel better very soon.
good luck and best wishes
heather
