Welcome ratbag,

It's totally normal to feel scared. Wem, and not even soldiers are "trained" to fight against that we cannot see or that we have knowledge of. Yes, knowledge is power, learn and it will go much better with you. I myself went from my 10th year to my 16th year undiagnosed. So I can try understand what u went through.

I'll pray that you'll find some comfort and peacehere. Also, give your family some time, in time they'll start to understand a bit better, maybe not fully, but better.

I'll pray for guidance for you

Greets

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